It's just that, I woke her up several times last night. I kept asking her if her foot hit the bar, or if that was her making that noise. Each time she grumbled "no" or "go back to sleep". I'm sure she also gave a few "it was just the wind" answers too.
Either way, all I can do is stare up at the top bunk and freak out. I don't want to fall asleep because I'm not listening to music. So I freak out. I don't want to listen to music because I start getting freaked out... Maybe there is something wrong with me. I mean, maybe I have some disorder that makes me paranoid? I feel fine though, and I don't take drugs or anything.
Maybe it's all just a childish fear resurfacing.....
